Remember It Could Be Worse.

It has been quite a week. Monday it was Presidents day and my kiddos were home. I do enjoy my time having all the kids home, but I am finding out that as my family grows it is not as easy as it was before. The house usually looks like a bomb went off when we are all home. Tuesday I got pulled over in the morning after dropping Tayler off at school. This is only my second time in all my years of driving. I was on my best behavior in hopes that he would pass me a mulligan, but it must have been my bed head and funky morning clothing that said I deserve this ticket. You would think that my 3 whining kids in car seats in the back would make him feel sorry for me and send me on my way. Nope that didn't help either. He must not have any kids of his own or I was just at fault and I had to pay the consequences. I tried not to let it ruin my day and did pretty good on that reminding myself that it could be worse. Well worse did come when that night Max started running a high fever and Reagan broke out in a rash that looked more like a burn covering her whole body. So Wednesday morning off to the Dr. we went with kids in toe. Reagan is allergic to Albuteral which she was on for wheezing and Max has double ear infections. Then Wednesday night Brookie starts throwing up and running a fever. Put two and two together and realized that the medicine she was on was not clearing up the bladder infection that she has had. So now we are on a stronger medication that she can't stand the taste of. So its been bad, but it still could be worse. I've been trying to work on positive thinking. This to will pass and we will be on to the next adventure. We are blessing Reagan next week so that will be a special day to look forward to.

6 Valentines and 1 Knight

1. Tayler, she is such a Sweetheart!

2. Kylie, she gives lots of hugs!

3. Kamber, she is silly and forever our angel.

4. Brookie, she always is saying I Love You!

5. Max, he is the biggest tease and silly.

6. Reagan, she sweet, special and the cutest baby!

My Knight! I know cheesy, huh. BUT truth be told he is. He has always rescued me from the sadness that may come my way. He is my shoulder to cry on. Not only that, but he is my best friend. He makes me laugh everyday and I love it. This picture really shows our relationship. I am more serious and he is the biggest tease. Happy Valentines Day!

Happy 6th Birthday Angel Girl!

Here we are once again celebrating another birthday without our sweetheart here. The last month or two have been really hard. I have had some crying spells over my Kamber and I would have to say that it has been quite a long time since I have cried so hard about Kamber being gone. I continue to feel the waves of grief through out mine and my children's lives. Though today we have all done well and been concentrating on her life rather than her death. She truly brought so much happiness to our lives and continues to bring a smile to our face as we think of her and of the day that we get to meet again. Kamber is still very much a part of our family and is introduced to each one of our children at a young age. Brookie talks of her often and as if she has known her, her whole life. Max is starting to recognize her and we will make sure she is a part of his and Reagan's lives also.

This year we have decided to just do our family for her birthday for now on. It has actually been nice to have our own time to reflect. We went down to the cemetery as a family and did a balloon release on our own and decorated her grave. It was very peaceful. Tonight we are doing dinner,ice cream and watching a movie as a family. A simple birthday for a beautiful girl. We love you Kamber with all our hearts! Happy 6th Birthday Angel Girl!!!