My We So Live that is the title of our visiting teaching message for the month. It is a great message. I would love for all to read it. Go to LDS.org and on the left side you will see the title and click on it. This message is for members and nonmembers of the church. There is nothing but good you can get from this message, I promise.
I was talking with my Stake President this week. I told him that I know I will get the chance to raise Kamber again and that I know we will all be together again as a family. But am I ever really going to be worthy enough for this. Am I ever really going to be righteous enough for this beautiful blessing. There is no way I can ever be half as perfect as Jesus. His comment to me was "You live your life as Jesus does. Find ways to serve others. Serving brings the pure love of Christ into your life. If you ever make mistakes you have the gift of repentance and that is what the sacrament is for. Heavenly Father never asks but for us all to do our best and endure to the end. He will never give you anything you can't handle. I know this is true. If we do our part our Father in Heaven will make up the rest."
I felt a love for my Stake President. I have a love for all the leaders of the church. Enduring the sadness of loosing Kamber has made me grow in so many ways. Ways that I could have never imagined. My love for others has grown stronger than I ever thought possible. I want to help in any way I can. I feel I see others through the eyes of Kamber. What a blessing to feel how she felt towards people. I hope this will stay with me always and that I will endure to the end and be worthy of all Heavenly fathers blessings. I'm thankful for all of you and hope that reading this blog truely does uplift each of you. It does just that very thing for me. I feel I have been taught by the spirit everyday. I'm so grateful for that.
Love, Jen
5 comments:
I love you Jen! You are so inspiring.
Love,
Jeni
Reading your posts everyday, does uplitft me and makes me want to be a better person. I hope I can try to serve others better so that I can be more like christ, so that i can see Kamber again.
I love ya i hope you never forget that.
Valerie
i loved the words from your stake president. thanks for sharing them.
I've been thinking about you guys all day today, I know you and Ethan are going to the temple tonight. I'm so excited for you guys. I just realized after reading your post that your stake president is Pres. Molina.... I'm so glad you have him! I grew up with him as my bishop and stake pres. and I love him! I wanted him to marry us but he was out of town. He is amazing and I'm so glad you get to meet with him.
I thought of the "Divine Nature" of your daughter as I did my visiting teaching. That message definitely was given for all of us who know Kamber. I love reading your posts and learn from them everyday!! We love you and still pray for you and Ethan everyday!
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