Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Kamber is Here!


This morning I walked outside to throw some things away in the garbage and it felt wonderful outside. I thought to myself "What a beautiful day!" I walked through our gate and looked over towards the pool. We have a big pot of beautiful purple flowers near our pool and the sight was beautiful today. As I looked at the flowers I had an overwhelming feeling of Kambers presence and the thought came to me again, What a Beautiful Day! It was as if I could feel what Kamber was saying. I kept looking over at the flowers to see if I could see her presence but I couldn't. But the feeling of her there was almost overwhelming. I didn't want to walk away but I knew I needed to get inside so I could get my girls ready for school. As I walked back through the gate I took one last look and a second to just feel and thought to myself " I know you are here Kamber and it is a beautiful day."

I am so grateful for a Heavenly Father and daughter that allow me to still feel their presence and that they reassure me that they love me. I know that Heavenly Father knows each one of us individually and he really does want us to be happy. Trials are a part of this life and I know there is a purpose behind them as hard as they might be. We somehow are to learn and grow. I hope I am doing just that so I can stand before him some day and say that I endured well. I did my best to learn and Kamber's life wasn't lost in vain.

Thank you Kamber for coming to me today and reminding me of the beauty of the simple things in life! I Love You.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

It is a beautiful day! I love that you can feel her. Like she is right there in person! I would think that would help the heart ache...just a little. Big hugs!

Loree said...

what a beautiful reminder of your sweet kamber. still thinking about you and your family. love ya friend!

Kami Milliron said...

I totally had tears in my eyes after reading this. I am SO happy you had this experience. What a wonderful Father in Heaven we have. How blessed we are to have someone who watches out for us and blesses us with those tender moments we crave.

Heiner Happenings said...

How amazing Jen! Thank you for sharing your thoughts,and experiences with all of us! You have written post that I have honestly felt the spirit so strong, I find myself crying! This is one of those post...I'm so happy that you were able to have such a strong and happy experince!!:)

Brooke Heiner

Alishia said...

What a wonderful start to your morning. Too bad they all don't start that way, right?

Toone Family said...

Isnt it amazing how he is always aware of our needs. Big and small. I love tender mercies.

Melissa said...

My heart jumped for joy when I read this! So happy you had that peace and comfort! I remember hearing a story about a woman who felt each morning the Earth was re-baptized by the sunlight, and that mornings are the most spiritual because the Earth is once again renewed!

"Mothers hold their children's hands for a short while but their hearts... Forever."