So I have heard so much of the book and movie Twilight. It seemed everyone was enthralled with the book right around the time Kamber died. I actually hadn't heard of it till just a few days after. I was asked by many people if I had read the book and even months after have been asked. To be honest my answer was always no. One because I hadn't read it and two because how could I even think of enjoying something at that particular time. My world was broken and reality had hit really hard. I often thought to myself how are so many people so consumed with this book about a vampire love story when there is so much more meaning to life. There are so many more productive things to do with our lives, like spend time with our kids. At the time this is all that consumed my thoughts and energy. I had just lost one of my precious children how could life even be going on? How could I ever enjoy anything again?
If I read a book it was to learn more about the gospel or life after death and wanted to know everything. I was a sponge willing to soak up anything that would help my heart not to hurt so bad. I wanted somehting to mend the pain, maybe even bring her back or wake me from the bad dream. Day in and day out I couldn't find what I was looking for everything seemed to fall short and still does to this day. But I will have to say that a new sense of normal is creeping back into our lives and I can find joy in some things.
After confrence yesterday I watched the movie Twilight to see what all the fuss was about. I was sucked in. Edward, need I say more? Not someone I would normally be intreged with by looks alone but as the movie played on I began to like this Edward. Something about those eyes and the desire he has for Bella, a desire that I think we all wish that our husbands have for us.
I have to say that Ethan is my Edward. One of the first things that I was drawn to were his eyes and the mysertious side to him. Just one time looking into his eyes I was hooked. I loved that there was a mysterious side to him, a little bit of a bad boy. And bad is probably the wrong word since he wasn't bad just fun and a little crazy. He made my heart melt and still has a way to do that for me now. Just as Bella said she wants to live with Edward forever, I am glad that I get to live with Ethan forever!
Needless to say I will be reading the books and I guess it is okay to enjoy some of what life has to offer.
7 comments:
You joined! Good for you. I started reading them just before Peyson was born because I was too sick to do anything, all I can is....I'm so glad my mom was around to watch Dray. Once I started there was no turning back. I'm so glad you're finding little things in life to help get you through. You are always in our prayers and we think of you guys often. We need to come see you guys.
Oh you've entered into my secret obsession!! I'm not a reader but I couldn't put the books down. If you liked the movie, the book is 10 times better! And wait till you get the chance to read Midnight Sun (Edward's point of view of Twilight) even better then Twilight in my opinion! Oh I could go on and on! I can understand the timing of it all. It's nice to be able to have a little bit of a distraction from "life". I'm glad you are able to find some enjoyment for just you. Maybe I should make you what I was thinking of making now that you started that series!! I will call you soon and get your opinion! Have fun reading!! :o)
Uh oh Jen - you are in trouble now! Yeah, Twilight was a nice little guilty pleasure. Easy reading - can't put down. I even thought the movie was OK too! Glad you are letting yourself read some simple pleasures too.
It was bound to happen sooner or later! Just wait- Jacob gains a full 30 lbs of muscle for the 2nd movie! I love Edward, but Jacob is sooo cute, too! (when he cuts his hair)
It's always around this time that I think about your mom. I always want to send her a card in April, but for some reason I never do....maybe I just don't know what I would say.....but know that I do think about you guys often!
Sending my love!
Hello. You do not know me but I read your blog sometimes. I just wanted to drop a comment here since I feel like I should say something.
I myself am also a mother. I have one wonderful son who is 14 months. I can't say that I know what you are going through. The closest I have ever come to it is losing my 18 month old cousin. She was backed into with a car in May 2007.
But I can never even imagine the pain that you are going through. Your blog brings tears to my eyes. In fact tears are not just in my eyes but rolling down my face. I'm sorry I don't mean to make you feel more sad. It's just that your story touches me.
I guess I just wanted to let you know that I am very sorry for what you are going through and that I care.
I pray for you and your family from time to time. Those that I know who have lost someone especially a child are never far from my thoughts. No one should ever have to suffer the pain of losing a child.
Peace be with you are your family. I pray that the Lord blesses you and is there to comfort you whenever you need comfort.
You have touched my heart.
Love, Jordyn
I am going to have to try watching the movie..
You won't regret it!! "Boys in books are just better!"
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