I woke up feeling pretty good today. I got my girls off to school and settled Brookie down. Finally she is asleep. Ethan went to work and I started folding laundry. As I was folding laundry I came across the jammies that Kamber was wearing just a day before the accident." Where did these come from? I thought I had already washed all of her clothes last week." I picked them up and held them close. They smell just like her. My eyes started watering thinking of how much I miss her running in my room every morning wanting to watch Go Diego Go for the millionth time. I tried so hard to keep myself under control but I couldn't. I fell to my knees and began to pray. "Heavenly Father help me understand." I'm not meant to know everything right now. I felt pure peace and love along with my pain. I know I'm not alone. Heavenly Father is always there and so is Kamber. He will never leave me alone. THIS I KNOW TO BE TRUE.
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You don't know me, but I want you to know that I think beautiful Kamber is blessed to have you for a mother. Knowing where to turn for peace in one of your moments of sorrow is a great example to your children and a reminder to the rest of us. Thank you for sharing your moment of sadness about Kamber. You are not alone.
Jen -- I can only imagine the pain you feel. My prayers are with you every single day!! You will be with your little angel again someday. "Someday" seems really far away, but she is there waiting for you. Keep those jammies close. We love you!
Jen..
I love you so much! I can't stop crying as I write this but I know you are a special mother to have had Kamber as one of your little ones. I am so lucky to have you as a friend and to have held, and watched Kamber grow for the last two years. I loved her just as she was one on mine. Remember you are not alone she is always there and so is our Father in Heaven!
Jen
I don't know what it is like to be a mother. I have not yet experienced the gift of motherhood and can not even begin to feel what you and your family is going through! I'm not going to pretend that I can relate to the sorrow you feel, all I know is that I believe in God and I believe we have a purpose in this life! I know that someday we will all be together again! I will never forget Kamber's contageous smile! I know she is with her Heavenly Father!
Jen I'm trying to write through my tears. I wish I would have known it was Ethan's first day back to work. I would have called or come over. Kamber touched so many peoples lives while she was here on earth. Even though she is with our Father in Heaven now she is touching peoples lives (mine particularly) by teaching everyone about the Plan of Happiness or the Plan of Salvation. What an angel.
I could not read that w/out crying.
I pray for you, for comfort and strength! I cannot even imagine what you are going through at this time. And my heart breaks for you every time I think of you.
Good luck to you in the days to come.
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