Each day I hear of more people having to deal with loss in their lives. I recently I have heard of 5. I have had people come to me asking what they can do to help these people. I am not a counselor and I don't feel I am more spiritual than the next person. I do know the heart ache that comes with loss and the road ahead. I have my faults and have times I am in despair. There are times that I feel totally alone and wonder if my Heavenly Father is really listening. Deep down I do know we are never left alone and Heavenly Father is always there, he loves us enough to let us experience life good or bad.
So for those going through loss my heart aches for you. I know the road ahead and the sadness that comes. I know the things that people will say and the things that people won't say that feels like a dagger to the heart. Life is hard and there are times that I can't believe I said I would endure this life, but if I can help but one person through the journey then my joy will be great. I do know that I jumped for joy to follow Heavenly Fathers plan. I wanted to follow his plan so I could become more like him. I knew I needed to come a learn and experience earth life so I could gain eternal life. I don't know that I understood the pain and sorrow behind my trails, but I know that I excepted this life and couldn't wait to experience it so I could return home. There has been much joy along with the sorrow and I am grateful for that. Now all I need to do is endure to the end, enjoy life the best I can with my husband and sweet girls so I can return to Kamber and my Heavenly Father. She is in heaven preparing a place for our family to spend eternity and she can't wait for us just as much as we can't wait for her. I want to return home to my Heavenly Father saying "Jen you have returned with Honor." Then turn and see Kamber with a smile on her face and arms stretched out waiting to welcome me home.
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Oh how sweet that day will be for you!
I am so excited for you to have that special day. And thank you so much for the phone call. You may never know how much you helped me. I can honestly say that a lot of things I pray for right now, are answered through the thing you say. You probably don't even realize it, but you are so in tune with the Spirit. I hope that you are helped by others in the same way that you help people like me : )
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