Thursdays

I think I have mentioned before on the blog that we have been going to a counselor since Kamber died. If I haven't then now you know. Our first time going was the Monday after Kamber died and I am glad we went. Ethan and I went first to see what we thought and to find a way to help us deal with the situation. We figured that if we could keep ourselves in check then we could better help our girls through this hard time. We since have taken the girls and they really enjoy getting to go. Every other week I take them one at a time during their lunch break and I really enjoy my time with them on my own. We talk about whatever they want and then go to talk about Kamber which they seem to like to do. I really feel these sessions are helping them understand the situation and that Kamber is just not physically here and that we will see her again. It is hard for young children to really understand that concept because they really only know what they see. We talk all the time about Kamber and sometimes it is sad and other times it is happy memories. My girls miss their little sister but know we will be together again as a family some day. In some ways having to endure this tragedy of loosing Kamber has brought our family even closer together, which before I thought we were pretty tight knit. I love my girls and I am proud of their strength at such a young age. I know they were sent to our family for a reason and I am so glad Heavenly Father sent such wonderful girls as them!