So tomorrow is the day. Our family will once again change forever, but this time at least it is a good change! I was thinking today about how many times I talk about the girls and I and same with Ethan,he talks about he and his girls.
It has been fun having a family full of girls. They make me so happy and I know that they are learning to be good big sisters and someday to be great mother's. I have enjoyed doing their hair and nails. Dressing them up is so fun to do. I love getting to hear how cute all my girls are and hearing people tell Ethan that he was in trouble in a couple of years when they are all teenagers. That always gave me a little chuckle. I think I am going to miss it just being me and the girls. I don't think I know how to just relax and let a boy be a boy. Hopefully I don't make him into a sissy boy. With Ethan being his father hopefully that will never be able to happen.
We are excited for tomorrow to come and take us on this new adventure. When Tayler was born Ethan and I were young. I remember Ethan being so nervous to hold her and be with her for too long and same went for Kylie since she was born just 16 months after Tayler. Little babies made him so nervous, especially if they were his own. By the time Kamber came around we were a little older and Ethan would pay a little more attention but you could still tell he was a little nervous. And with Brookie it got a little better. Ethan and I were talking this morning about having another little one and ready or not here he comes. I was mentioning to him about how protective he has been through this pregnancy and that I am shocked that he himself was talking about taking pictures at the hospital. (something he has never liked to do.) I told him how I think he is a little different this time around. His answer was " I am getting older." I guess since we are almost 30 we are finally starting to act like adults and ready to be parents. We now have a better understanding on how precious life is and what a miracle it is to have our children born safely. I know now that we have a different outlook on life and our little one as we go in tomorrow.
So today we will enjoy our girlie's and look forward to our baby in blue!
8 comments:
Good luck tomorrow. Thinking of you and sending hugs!
Yeah!!! We can't wait to come meet him. We'll be thinking about you.
We are getting older.. Scary to say but so true we know so much more as we get older. I love you. I am so excited to see Max. My prayers are with you. Please let me know if I can do anything to help.
HOORAY, congrats and good luck : ) I can't wait to see pictures !
Girls are so much fun but I think everyone needs a boy too! It's fun to experience both. Good luck tomorrow and I'll be thinking of you! Can't wait to see pictures!
I can't wait to see pictures! I am so jealous that you get to meet your little guy before I get to meet my little girl. I am also jealous that you don't have to be pregnant in this heat anymore. Good luck!!!
Jen,
I found your blog shortly after Kamber had passed away. How my heart ached for a woman I didn't even know. I've read your blog through your rollercoaster of emotions...most times with a tear in my eye.
I've, thought of you and prayed for you and Ethan, for your hearts to heal...in time. I've seen the growth that has come through the sadness, growth that could only come through this trial. I have been strengthened by your testimony. You are truly a woman of strength and grace.
By now you have your sweet boy who only days ago was with your sweet Kamber. I am sure that she let him know what a loving family he was being born into and I am sure that she will be an infuence in his life in ways that would not have been possible were she still here.
I am so happy for all of you. You deserve all the happiness our Father in Heaven has to offer you.
Hope all went well with the new addition :). Thinking of you and Kamber today. Sending my love your way.
Andrea
Angel Wyatt's mommy
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