Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Open Gate
I do a carpool with other families in my neighborhood for school. This was also part of my routine last year. This year we take turns dropping off and picking up, so I only have to do it once every three weeks. It is so nice to have a two week break till I have to go through the scuffle of rushing kids to school. Last year I had Kamber to take with me. Many times I would beg Ethan to wait around long enough in the morning so I wouldn't have to take Kamber. It was just easier not to have to take her. Towards the end of the school year my attitude changed. I was happy to take her with us. I would put her in her car seat and off we would go. On our way back home I would pull up to the back gate to our community and Kamber would say "Mama opeye gate." She would repeat it till I handed her the clicker. She loved opening the gate for me and I loved the way she said it. I would hand her the clicker and it would open, she would laugh and get so excited. Then I would let her get unbuckled and drive the car with me. I would let her do this because there is only 4 other houses in our whole community and no traffic in the morning. She loved helping drive the short distance to our home. This turned into a special time I had with just her and I. I looked forward to this each day. Well this year I should have Kamber and Brookie plus all the other kids in our carpool. We should be squished for space, but were not. I should have two little ones on my drive home and to take care of while the girls are at school. This will always be a special memory of mine, one I think of often especially the days I do the carpool.
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"Mothers hold their children's hands for a short while but their hearts... Forever."
4 comments:
Oh my goodness! I can't believe the story about your letter to Pres. Monson. That is just wonderful!
I came to your blog from the angel children site. Kamber is beautiful. I have hope that time will heal our hearts and that we will have happiness and joy again in this life. I KNOW we will have it in the next.
P.S. Kamber and I have the same birthday. I'm certain that she is very special!
My name is Natalie (Schaub) Perry, and I wanted to let you know I've been peeking at your blog with a heavy heart and tears. A lot of my friends tell me I should remember you and your husband from school (I went to Highland, grad of 97), but I don't seem to remember. Some of my friends are Adam and Aubrey Linn, Tafi Ho Ching, Brad Sellards, Bridget Tieman is my cousin, and I knew Candi Larsen too. Anyway, I popped on over to your site from one of theirs and have thoroughly enjoyed reading your posts everyday. Thank you for your thoughts. It doesn't help that I am pregnant with hormones racing through me....but the tears never fail to come each time I read your posts. What a great example of "getting through" this hard time you have been. I love to see how your family has been brought closer through this, rather than apart.
Keep posting, keep writing. You will be so thankful to look back at these writings one day. Heavenly Father really is there for you each day, small miracles at a time...but He's there.
I think you are a very strong person. You have a purpose here on earth still. May your days be filled with comfort, Natalie
I love to hear stories about Kamber. We only got to see her at the big family parties, so we missed all of the cute, little things that she did. I'm sure she misses driving with mommy.
Wow, a letter from the prophet. How amazing!! I'm sure it is a letter you will hold dear. I hope he had some encouraging words of comfort for you and your family. Hang in there, we love you and are still praying for you!!
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